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Killer moo surprises me...

I just read Killer Moo's blog like substance I'm holding back tears. She is funny and loud and even annoying most of the time but inside...It's sad. Damn, here come the water works. We pick on each other all the time and we both know its just fun and neither of us take it seriously. I read her last entry. Its about a boy she liked last year and part of this year. I never told her this but I had something of a crush on him myself last year. I feel really sorry for her. To think about the fact that he would pick out the things that she cares about and squash em into the ground. Its just to sad. Inside I was happy and sad at the same time when she and Mike started "going out". I was happy for them. Killer Moo, who wasn't a major friend at the time, and Mike made a cute couple. I was sad because deep on the inside I had a crush on him too. Oh well, I got over it after seeing how meanly he treated her at times. I just hope that when I really fall in "like" with someone, It won't turn out as horribly as her turn at the wheel of like. I guess thats part of the big road of life. I just feel horrible about the fact that even though I don't mean it I joke around about her liking Mike. I guess I'm just not the person to talk to about relationships, being that I have never been in one and I really don't think I'm ready for one anyway.

Thanx for letting me vent.
Pepperkat